DISCOVERY

2022年的夏天，参加了一个电影节的活动，发现了一个女生身上种种优点被吸引，尽管知道她有男友，这样偷偷的快乐的情愫，盲目自信的要把这个故事拍出来，希望记录下这段特别时光，于是有了这部纪录短片。最终变成了一个面对自己和对表达情感充满羞耻的过程。

In the summer of 2022, I attended a film festival where I found myself attracted to a girl, after discovering many merits of hers. Despite knowing she had a boyfriend, the sneaky, happy feelings drove me to make the story into a film – my gratuitous confidence – for the desire to document this special time I had. So, this short documentary film was born. It ultimately has become a process of confronting myself, and of embarrassment by expressing my emotions.

导演：MCC
编剧：MCC
主演：阿宜、思媛
制片人：MCC
摄影：MCC
类型：纪录短片
时长：6分钟
完成时间：2023年
对白语言：汉语普通话
地区：中国
制片公司：无

Director: MCC
Screenwriter: MCC
Cast: Ayi, Siyuan
Producer: MCC
Cinematographer: MCC
Genre: Documentary short film
Length: 6 min
Year: 2023
Dialogue: Mandarin Chinese
Region: China
Production Company: None

MCC，摄影师。

MCC, photographer.

这是一个发生在自己身上的，迷恋一个女生的故事。以为处处是在表达自己对她的内心活动，最后发现这是一个面对自己的过程。对表达情感充满了羞耻和自卑。一场发现之旅，探见躲在内心安全角落那份恐惧。动机就是为了记录下这段特别的时光。

It was my true story of getting infatuated with a girl. At first, I thought this short film was all about my inner monologues for her. I ended up realizing that it was in fact a process of confronting myself. There was so much shame and low self-esteem about emotional expressions. A journey of discovery is to throw a glance at the fear that hides in safe corners of the heart. The motivation was to document this special time.